It seems as if there is alot of activity. Where? All around us, obviously. As I sit here I wonder about all the activities I hoped to accomplish today and why I did not accomplish them. Why I didn't read the books I wanted to read or communicate with the people I wanted to or research the subjects I was curious about. What activity did I replace with those desires? Wasted time = wasted life.

I know that this situation arrives over and over again. How do I break this cycle? I know that there are only a certain number of hours in the day so the most practical thing to do would be to schedule my time. There is no telling how much I have left. Sometimes I dream of quitting my job and just wandering and reading and becoming an artist. But if I quit my job that means that all my time would turn into free time.

It is a rare occasion that I actually do something productive during my free time.

i liked it. even though it was 3 hours long. i think it in someway changed my life but i doubt it did. the movie was great because he lived his life without regrets. thats what i was inspired to do. even though benjamin was not moral or a christian he lived the best way he could and did what he thought was right without regretting what he did. i learned that there are some things i need to be more upfront with people about instead of trying to hide them. when i do that then people don't really know me... they just know the pretend me.

if somone could watch that movie and get half of the outlook on life that i got then i would definately recomend it.

My desire is to get away from community college as fast as possible. Nothing is more appealing to me than college life. I desire the freedom and the atmosphere and being surrounded by fresh minds. at a comunity college it seems as if the halls are filled with broken and dreams and failed carreers. I write this in a college dorm. I like it.